Boss Man wrote:You can certainly be proud of all you have done and all you are Lynne and you are definitely a friend to the people and we think so much of you for it all.
That smile could light up a thousand universes and you deserve it.

Thank you Boss Man for the kind words! I do want to be "a rolemodel" for younger & older women - not that I'm perfect (far from it) but just in a way of showing those women that life can be what you make it. Choices you make shape your world, we all know that, but alot of times women kind of "lose" themselves over the years, either from being the "wife" or "mother", putting themselves last and slipping into bad habits, that only make them feel worse about themselves and it is a snowball effect over the years. What I want to try to convey to these women is that deep inside each and every one of them is a
warrior. A strong, fierce force to be reckoned with and if they can find a way to let out that warrior, they can begin to see themselves in the way they were meant to be all along - their true person, whole and fit and healthy.
I made some choices in earlier years that were not beneficial for well being, physically or mentally...and paid a price for it by wasting alot of years where I could have been living healthy and reaching all the goals I had always wanted to - before I let "life" and feelings of low self esteem, negative body image, depression, etc. take over and begin to shape world. And what I am trying to do now is show that even if you stumble in life, get on a wrong road, make bad decisions, "let yourself go", whatever it may be that has slowed or stopped your forward progress of being "your true person" that IT IS NEVER TOO LATE to start over and rediscover that warrior inside of you. I mean this from the bottom of heart, so many of us feel that it is an impossible task to overcome, but I am a living testiment to the fact that it is possible, it can be done - not that it is "easy street", it isn't. And it's not to say that I have it all figured out or that I "have arrived", because I haven't. But the journey is well worth it.
You can't look back and say "I wish I could have been..." you just need to look ahead and say "I will NOW be!"
Todays workout:
Early a.m. run - 25 minutes, quick pace, not sure of the mileage, thinking it was around 2.6 or 2.7 miles. Felt strong, good. Legs still a wee bit sore, but not bad.
Todays meals:
post workout: apple crisps (Pandoras recipe - yummy!) sliced apples topped w/mixture of oatmeal, wheat flour, flax, syrup, cinnamon, nat. PB (microwave 2 minutes)
breakfast: 2 scrambled eggs with LF cheese, turkey breast
snack: peanuts, almonds
lunch: grilled chicken sandwich or salad
dinner: tacos w/ homemade guacamole, lf cheese, lf sour cream
snack: pb & celery, carrots
have a great day, night, morning...wherever you may be.