WEIGH IN DAY!! On 9/9 (started) I was 139lbs., on 9/11 (last weight) 137lbs. Today, drum roll please....135lbs!!! I'm very happy. I know it might be getting rid of excess water (read on prevention magazine) but I like it and I take it

) Thanks for the encouragement, It's very well apperciated. It's been 9 days since I've started journey and I can truly say It's a rollercoaster ride. Your nervous and excited to get in and once you do it starts pretty rocky, then it gets smoothly, but by the time your getting used to it...an unexpected turn shakes you up and makes you second guess yourself. What am I doing it? Am I doing it right? Is it worth it? Should I quit?... and then...it gets back on track, you look back and kinda feel proud of holding on. The hardest part so far has been the exercise. walking routine has been shorter due to weather (cold) and no longer a walking buddy. visits to the park have been boring and lonely. But I'm hanging on. To give it that umph needed, I changed playlist. I start with "Walking Away" by Craig David and followed by "I Gotta Feeling" by The Black Eye Peas, it gets me PUMPED! NEW FOOD: Farina Creamy Hot Wheat Cereal...YUMM! youngest son called mom (he does every night) and somehow Farina came up. I used to make it for him when he was 3-4 but he stopped eating it. I never ate it..I know it sounds crazy but I was very busy at the time for a proper meal (kids, cooking, full time job, went back to school, etc.) He asked his dad for a box and he bought it. I prepared it and we looooved it! It has become our "new" comfort food. I haven't tried the oatmeal...i'm scared

Don't laugh, it just that it looks like bird food

. But like I said: Willing to try new things and improve eating/cooking habits. Anyways, I have changed a few things so far. 1-2 cups of d. soda/day, 1 chocolate (small bar/ week)

, 5-6 cups a day

and added avocado, spinach, mushrooms, nuts, olive oil and more fruits, lettuce & tomatoes to meals. I think I'm doing pretty good. Exercises: added Cassie's workout, Jillians' video & NEW EXERCISE: Kim Kardashian's abs video. Honestly, I can't feel the workout in abs, but the part she works the arms & abs (WOW! I feel the burn) I rewind it 3 times & repeat that whole section. I will post measurements tonight, and every month on the 18th. I will weigh myself every two weeks. I was thinking about posting a picture of "ugly " (sounds like the series on TV

) but had reservations..I need to consult with husband. It'll just be . You see, nobody has seen naked besides husband. Well, I lie... doctor, gynecologist & oncologist, but they are all women

I feel kinda embarrased

/nervous/shy/funny

& weird. But I want to see own transformation and I want to share it with you all. So, after I talk with hubby, I'll give it a little thought, OK? Will see if I get the courage.
Yesterday 9/17
Brkfast: scrambled egg specialty w/ 1/2 cup d. pepsi, 1 cup watermelon & 1 cup of water
Snack: 5 strawberries w/ teaspoon of peanut butter & 1 cup of water
Lunch: Tuna sandwich (100% whole wheat & lt. Mayo) w 1 cup of d. pepsi , 10 grapes & 1 cup of water
Snack: 1 cup of watermelon ( favorite) & 1 cup of water
Dinner: salad specialty: Lettuce, tomatoes, spinach, 3 tablespoon of brown rice, canellini beans w/ sauce (when cooked I add spices & garlic), avocado & 1/2 chicken hot dog (grilled in George Foreman) w/ 2 cups of water & 10 grapes
Snack: 1/2 oreo klondike ice cream bar

Sorry, I know...but I had to have it sooo bad. with 1 cup of water.
EXERCISES: Cassie's workout, walking routine & Kim Kardashian's abs video. I also cleaned bathroom & kitchen(it has to count as a workout

)
Today 9/18 so far:
1 cup Farina w/ skim milk & splenda. (felt very full)
1 cup of water
handful of peanuts, raisins & almonds, 1 pruned (made me run to the bathroom)

& cup of water
I did Cassie's workout & 100 jumping jack, 60 butt kicks (jumping) and 30 side to side puches
Well, I have to go...Will write later tonight (hopefully!) Wish me luck!