i think i will post once a month for new years resolution. i still want to be less and less online. I have been less online the last part of 2017 and i liked it better. I have a million goals i'm working on and i want to feel good about myself. I'm learning not to chase people anymore. i don't want friendships to be one sided. If people see worth they will want to be in life because i would be an extremely loyal and supportive friend..
I had a friend from years ago who has become quite successful and lives in LA now tell me the other day she thinks me as a dear friend from the past. It was really sweet and i appreciated it. She inspires me a lot with her life because she is single as well.
I've even had men who seemed like they didn't find me utterly repulsive.

which was surprising because i just started feeling so low about myself. i certainly don't think of myself as very attractive and it was surprising.
I do want to lose weight and continue gluten free but I think i will keep journey more to myself this year. I have mo on facebook i can ask questions too and Sue i email. and i'm going to try and only post around the 1st of the month this year to see how everyone is doing.
I do wish everyone a happy and healthy 2018. I really do care about all the people i've met on the forum here and appreciate the support they have given.
