I hope you found positive things to be happy about on your day.
You really are someone that is special in their own way and I hope the coming 12 months brings you much more happiness and self acceptance, because you deserve it.
You should be so proud of what you have done so far with your life and you will continue to do things that make you proud of yourself and others proud of you, so keep doing what you can and keep believing in yourself, because you should. You're an intelligent and pretty wonderful young Lady.
I'm proud of you and I want you to start becoming more emotionally self sufficient, so you can find ore ability to be at one with yourself and happier with yourself.
You need the time and space and life experience to do this, but it will happen, in time. I know this and you probably deep down know that you won't be the same person you are now and things WILL get better for you.
I know it's been hard for you in life, but this is the time when you can start to make more of yourself and your life. You've started to care more about yourself and you've started to try and live better and work towards your studies, so you deserve to have a great future as long as you are patient with yourself and let things happen in their own way.
It won't be easy and it won't always be smooth or consistent, but it can be easier to succeed more in life, if you just try not to view a lot of things as exceedingly difficult challenges, when they're not.
You can achieve so much and this coming 12 months is a time for you to start growing more emotionally and mentally and becoming a more expreienced person in life and a more emotionally, mentally and physically successful person in life as well.
Don't be afraid to fall or afraid that you can't succeed, because you can. When you let yourself be, you're quite beautiful on the inside and quite charismatic and uplifting as well, so take all the positives about you and work with them, to make things better.
I'm sending you a
BIG HUG, because I am proud of you and you know many reasons why.
This is our life, so don't be afraid to live it okay and don't be afraid of the person you really can be. You're much more precious to this world, than you realise and the world needs more people that want to achieve and want to care, so keep trying to improve yourself and keep trying to make a difference and make your own mark on life and on others.
This site wil always be here for you, so don't give up and don't let yourself become a mentally and emotionally lesser person, not when you've made it this far in life. You've already achieved quite a lot that you probably don't fully realise or appreciate, but you have.
So
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to you Jena and
GOOD LUCK with everything in the future.
You deserve happiness and success, because you're not a bad person, just someone struggling to overcome past difficulties, but you are everything I've ever said about you, so don't doubt it, because it's true

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I'll say it again though. I AM PROUD OF YOU, I REALLY AM. Keep trying to make things better and chin up okay

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